Thursday, September 30, 2010

A Coward am I

Tonight, I realize my cowardess.  Tonight, I discover my true colors.

As the enemy storms in, banners held high against the wind, I stake my flag firmly in the ground and watch the horde stampede by.

Never Again.

A Coward am I tonight, but tomorrow, a lion.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

I think we all have these moments...

It's hard some days. You don't expect it, as a matter of course.
But, suddenly, there it is, affronting you in the most vile ways imaginable. Ignorance, selfishness, apathy, ingenuiness, lust, greed, and on and on and on and on.
Do I yell? Do I scream? Do I let my rage fill my veins as rain fills a cloud? Can I thunder? Can I storm? May I obliterate insignificant beings with the sheer force of my lightning strike of a wit?
Internal dilemma tears chasms in my heart as magnificent and intruiging as the Grand Canyon.
Stony-faced and determined, I brush past the throng, in the best of my abilities restraining a piercing glare.
After all, who am I but a murdering, stealing, ignorant wretch? All sin is equal. I am redeemed only through the most wonderful display of grace and mercy mankind will ever know. And so I must approach my brothers and sisters with grace, as He has approached me.
...Let's be real, though, I still want to kick, scream, lecture and rampage. But I will trust God to correct all of us in time and to humble me to be able to speak in grace and wisdom in the future.
Here's Hoping!

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Correction

How can one person fully grasp the entirety of orthodox teaching? People get up in arms about a person who totally misses the boat on what we consider to be the most important topic. But to them, it is of little import. We are designed to be more interested in one aspect than another. That’s the beauty of it. I am enthralled with the beauty of God, she is enthralled with His majesty. He can’t get over the mercy of God. And every aspect we see, we see it through that lens. In all things, I am predisposed to see the beauty while she sees something totally different, though we see the same thing.

God is infinite, too much for even the whole of humanity to collectively understand given an eternity. But the closest we can get is for all of us to see something slightly different and to share it.

What good is out faith if we do not speak it? What is a song that is never sung?

What good is a love that never shares?

And I’m not saying that we shouldn’t concern ourselves with doctrine and with correct teaching. Nay, we have a duty to it and to watch out for our brothers and sisters. But we need more to it than I see happening. We have to do it in love and with the desire to learn as much as to correct.

I Refuse

Ignorance is our greatest enemy. It is the father of apathy. It is the mother of misunderstanding, disunity and intolerance.

Ignorance is the propagation of lies, unwittingly.

Take a stand against ignorance. If ever there was a cause for which I would gladly give my life, it would be the eradication of ignorance in a world that claims sophistication.

Do not be a passive consumer. Check your facts. Seek multiple perspectives. Broaden your understanding.

I refuse to stand for ignorance any longer. I will hold myself to higher standards. I will hold you to higher standards.

Together, let’s make this world a better place.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Intolerance

Why are we so intolerant of other styles of worship? We are upset when someone throws their hands in the air. We think that dancing does not demonstrate the proper amount of respect.

Do we not realize that some of our own traditions are borrowed from pagans and cults?

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Louder than Words

It doesn’t matter what you think if you aren’t acting on it.

I don’t care about the game you’re talking if you aren’t living it out.

I don’t care about your politics if you won’t do anything about them.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Assumptions

You don’t know anyone you don’t know.

Monday, September 13, 2010

A Thought

“But he who has been forgiven little loves little”

 

I’ve heard it said that where the forgiveness is great, so too will the love be great. But all sin is equal. If we love little, it is because we view ourselves incorrectly.

But can you teach someone to view themselves rightly?

Fighting Fire with…

Why fight fire with fire when you can fight it with water?

Why settle for sad mimicry when you can blow the minds of your opponents?

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Cliché Rant about American Responsibility

Americans have a responsibility. Our culture is marching across the globe, consuming other cultures in the name of profit. So what message are we sending? What norm are people attempting to emulate in order to get ahead in the global market?

I don’t mean to be trite or cliché, spouting off about responsibility and American society. My concern is more about the media’s representation of American society, because that is what the rest of the world is seeing. And we do have a choice in that.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

My Heart Today

Happiness is the silver drip of rain from a midnight sky.

Joy is the cold, soft grass supporting a weary traveler.

Peace is the warm wind, gently at your back.

Nature-ology

Is it possible to study human nature being so engrossed in it? What we consider human nature is what we have been conditioned by a life within our culture to believe is normal.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Terrible Prose

Air rushes into the cavity inside my chest. Emptiness replaced with barely tangible, life-giving oxygen. I take it for granted, noticing and appreciating it only after its absence has brought me to my knees. Throwing my head back, the air washes over me, in me and through me. It envelops me, but its grip fails me. Could the air bend around me in embrace, my happiness would be complete, but no such support yields the wind.
Thunder rolls and the rain comes down, caressing my cheeks in place of tears. Thunder rolls and the wind wraps around my back, in place of arms. Thunder rolls and speaks to me instead of lips.
Lightning strikes the telephone wires between my heart and mind.
Here, in the field, I wait.

Parts of Speech

In a transient world, it seems that I am lacking in adequate training. No one ever taught me how to say goodbye. I've made it this far in my life yet I have not learned how to miss someone. Instead I just fill my life with more verbs in an attempt to cover up the place where the noun belongs.